A long year.. Oh,i hate to be the one to bear the bad news.
Yes, it is true i retained in sec 3.
I fell so hard that im killing myself.
didn't know what to do when i got the bad news.
I just thought how the F#$k am i gonna tell my parents.
Drag my feet back home.
Took the lift up to the 7th floor and it felt so long.
Wondering how am i suppose to face my parents.
Went in.My mum gave the scolding of my life.
She screamed so much i couldn't really understand her.
Just the "im so disappointed in you" hit me so hard.
She slapped me in the face 3 times but i didn't retaliate.
I just bit the lower part of my lips and endured thru it.
My eyes were watery but i didn't shed a tear.
After the scolding of my life.
A cold war.
I went to the kitchen to wash my face.
I saw the dustbin full with tissue papers.
i felt like a dick.
My mother asked me.
If i wanted to continue studying or self studies and go for private.
I just remained silent.
well tomorrow im still gonna hold my head high.
Gonna go sleep now.
This sucks.
My cheek hurts
and i lost my dignity.  ¶ 9:43 PM